Well, it’s not everyday that you get to hang your toes off a cliff…unless you live on a cliff and like to do that kind of thing. Whatever. But it’s not every day that you get to jump off of a cliff (even if you lived on a cliff, you could only do that once…assuming there’s no water at the bottom). BUT…
What if someone asked you to? What if someone asked you to jump off of a cliff when you couldn’t even see what you were jumping into or onto? “Pfffttt! Riiiight. Let’s not and say we did,” or something like that would probably be your answer. Common sense. I’d say the same thing. But what if someone asked you to jump off of a cliff and told you that it would be worth it? It wouldn’t just be worth it; it would drastically change your life for the better. You would feel more alive, be smarter, (insert benefit), be more passionate, and play backgammon (I don’t even completely know what that is) better than you ever had before you jumped.
Maybe you’re starting to think, “So what’s the point of these unrealistic, but clever questions?” 🙂
My point is that maybe these questions aren’t so unrealistic.
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Think of something in your life that scared you to death (obviously not quite) at one time.
Middle school o_O, learning to drive, losing people I love, going to college, and grad school are some examples from my life.
At some point in your life, something’s probably caused you to feel legitimate fear. Maybe it felt even worse because you had to deal with that fear alone. But you probably had to face it anyway.
We have to get past the things that make us afraid in life so that we can keep living. We deal with change, adapt to the situation, and usually survive in order do it all over again the next time. Hopefully, we’re able to see the benefits of changing and appreciate our growth, even if it was painful for a little while.
So, back to the cliff. Jumping would be scary. Jumping would be counter-intuitive. Jumping could be life-altering. It would require a lot of courage. You’d have to seriously believe the person telling you that it’s worth it.
In reality, we kind of jump off cliffs all the time. We take chances on things that we don’t know the outcome of. I gave a few examples from my own life. I could have been traumatized by middle school (more than I was), or not gotten into college. I haven’t been accepted into grad school yet, so there’s a possibility that I might not get to go.
But we still take those chances, hanging onto the fact that tackling the things that unnerve us won’t completely break us if they don’t turn out the way we want them to. If I don’t get into my top school, or if I don’t get in at all, I’ll probably be upset; but, the chances of me being eternally devastated are pretty slim. I have to trust that whatever happens, it’ll all work out and that there’s some other, more fulfilling opportunity waiting for me in the future.
We take chances and hope for the best, even when we’re not sure what that is. We start off taking a chance on our parents, hoping that they take care of us until we’re old enough to be somewhat self-sufficient. We trust our true friends to love and support us. We trust the fashion industry to tell us how not to look like last April. We trust doctors to tell us the best way to take care of ourselves. We trust construction workers to build safe structures. Most of the time, we trust the ground beneath our feet to support us so we don’t sink. We trust the things that we don’t understand completely to the experts. We consider their opinions, and if they’re legit experts, we generally take their advice.
We’ll jump off of “cliffs” to feel loved and accepted, and to have better health, better taste, and sturdy homes. But what if the things and people we put our trust in fail us? What if they leave us or hurt us? What if it was cancer? What if we wear magenta instead of fuschia!? What if there’s an earthquake. Our perception changes. We re-evaluate where we put our trust. We check our sources (and make sure that they’re in APA style!).
I guess my real point (in question form) is this: Why are we willing to trust people and industries and associations, but so unwilling to trust God. I’m talking about myself here too. Not saying that we shouldn’t put our trust in those things, but shouldn’t we be willing to trust God even more?
Maybe it’s harder because he asks us to trust him without our being able to see him, or see what he’s got planned for the future. He’s asking us to trust him, a being that we can’t “see,” with things that we look at every day. He wants our hopes and fears, the people we love, our health, our happiness, our finances, our dreams, and our futures. He wants us to trust him with our lives—to trust that He can and will care for us and keep us safe, give us what we need, and walk with us through everything we have to face.
He wants us to jump. To step off into what we don’t know and walk by faith, not by sight, into his arms. He’s just a little further out than our arms can reach while we’re standing on the edge, but as we step off and begin to walk, he’s there to meet us and keep us from falling. We still might not be able to see where we’re going or how we’re getting there, but it really doesn’t matter when the God of the entire universe is calling your name, encouraging you to keep following his voice. He promises to work all things together for good for the people who love him. Jesus says that if we love him, we will obey his commands (John 14:15). Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us to trust him with all our heart, not our own understanding. If we submit to him in all aspects and areas of our lives, then he will make our paths straight. He will take care of us. So why would we ever doubt him?
Thankfully he’s patient (1 Timothy 1:16). We learn to trust. We don’t just immediately know how. When we’re babies we freak out when our parents try to walk out of the room because we think they’re going to abandon us (Erikson: Basic Trust vs. Mistrust). Trust develops from having a relationship with someone. Relationships develop over time. They require work. Work’s not always easy.
When people we care about don’t confide in us or trust us with certain things, it hurts. God was a person. He knows that hurt too.
So, how can we trust God more? What are some things we can let go of so that he can make them better? How can we show God that we trust him? How can we get to a place where we surrender our fears and doubts so that we can jump?
I haven’t stood on any cliffs recently, but I was standing on a step this afternoon in a chapel. There are things in my life that I don’t understand—things I can’t see clearly. While I was on that step, all I knew was I had to get off of it to get to where I wanted and needed to be (outside). God asks us to walk to him—to meet him. He wants us to trust him. When we walk by faith, we should walk with a purpose. God doesn’t just let us amble. He’s got us walking right where we are at a specific pace for a reason. Eventually, we’ll understand. In the meantime, we trust.
Tomorrow I’ll be studying for exams. All. Day.
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Tags: cliffs, fear, Jesus, life, the unknown, trust